Good News....

Kahit ako nalang maisa dito.... I will still share this for my own memory...April 2, 2009 I recieved a blessing... and to my friend, I am sharing this with you... gusto ko malaman mo na naaalala parin kita kahit wala kana... I still have something yellow for you... kahit di ko na mabibigay okay lang... sobrang cute.. at alam ko bagay na bagay sayo.... hehehe and tama na size nyan....nabaliw na yata talaga ako.... hehehe

..then you maybe right

If not texting you everyday that I am bout to go to work or I arrived home from work is leaving you singleout already. If not updating you bout my everyday activity is forgetting you already. 

..then you maybe right.

Your making contrary of all the things you said to the things you meant.

Magpalamig tayo...

Sobrang init ng panahon... mas masaya if magpalamig tayo, sige ako taya... balu mo i manny pacquiao migbalik ne keng channel 2, atin din bayung asianovela, itang hot shots at boys over flower na korean version na ning meteor garder. break ne i pops and jomari, na pagtanggul ng martin... hay... nanu man ing mangyari keng mundu, laging tatandaan sa bawat pagsubok ng panahon ang buhay ay weather weather lang. :) mumulit mu ing egana gana, life is a series of intercepting lines and incidents, out of anyones control. sometimes we were meant to lose people, then when we return after being away, we realize that the only thing that has changed, is us. My dear, I have learned this qoute from a certain movie and I want to tell it to you: For what it’s worth, it’s never too late, to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit... start whenever you want... you can change or stay the same. There are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that stop you. I hope you feel things that you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again...

Deja vu

Histoty repeats... ini ing atiu keng isip ku kareng milabas a aldo... Bakit laging aku ing pagbuntungan mung emotional vibes? makanta naku ba ka insignificant keng life mo kaya ok gang emuku pakisabian? I know I have nothing to offer... ni ala ku man ping apagmaragul... puru mu kakornihan, kagimikan, at kaOAyan ing papakit ku... siguru pin mababaw ing idea ku karas keng pamamakit lugud, pero ing asabi ku ita manibat keng pusu at tutu ita, gang makanta mu ita taus pusu kung gagawan... akala ku aniang misabi tana kaybat kung maresign at meging friends tana ulit ali na maulit pa ini... aganaka ke tuluy itang kitang ng Makoy kang Laida: ano bang meron ang taung un at patay na patay ka sa kanya? tapus segut na: di ba pag may isang tao kang pinapangarap pagnasa sayo na gagawin mo lahat para sa kanya?... ting!!.... tama sabi kung isip ku anyang dimdam ke... kalambat kung penaya ing makanining close friendship keka... ngening atiu na buri kung gawan ku ngan para keka... pero things are going in a different directions now. Eku na balu nung makananu kung mag behave keng makaninung situation... Eku mad but I can't deny the fact that I am sad... Pero ayus mu, yan ing buri mu eh... minsan aisip ku, siguru nung atiu kupa Etel kanyan, kada akakit daka with your Friends atin naku naman a feel a ingit kasi close kayu, masaya kayung akakit, at sabian ku keng isip ku.. mapa reng friends na they can always talk to him and be with him... ngeni ing aisip ku... mas maka ingit ya i ___ kc gang nanu pang masakit a words ing sabian na keka, gang pagdudan naka lagi, gang ala yang bilib keka, gang she hates your attitude, gang pamukha at sumbat mali mu lagi, gang ala yang tiwala keka, atin ya paring metung a bage na panghawakan na you can never let go... Samantalang aku, metung ku mung ghost na kapilan man ali megexist... puru illusyun, puru pangarap, puru drawing... But I can say I am not bitter... ali ku rin mad... makanta talaga eh, kailangan tangapan... I believe na datang din ing para kaku... My routines are pretty much the same, sleep at 12:30am, watch balitanghali, bubulung king langit na goodmorning, mangan tana, ingat, goodnyt, kmusta ya ing aldo at migigising parin 4:45am... siguru in time magbayu la rin... I always look at your pictures.... osimap elapa metunaw, matatag la... deta namu reng pakisabian ku lagi lol... simap ali la makibat laging lang makasmile para kaku...

Troy, eka sana mad keng post kung ayni at emu rin isipan edaka antindyan... eku mad keka, I know why are you being like that... lagi ka parin keng isip at pusu ku.. nung nanu ka kaku kanita makanyan ka parin ngeni... ena magbayu ita... Kaluguran daka parin... panayan ku itang aldo na ready naka ulit makisabi kaku... buri ku mung palwal ing lungkut... pero ayus ku mu...

Security

It's a Lovesong,

Dearest Troy,

A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing… not healing, not curing… that is a friend who cares. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart. I made another music video for you... My heart wants to tell story but I don't know why I don't have the words to say... I can only sing you this song. I was hoping somehow you are reading my post... its my little way telling you that you are always in my heart . Enjoy your weekends.. My prayers are always with you. Keep Smiling.

Always Loving You,

Dorothy :)

PS:
i am open for comment and suggestion with the video... i am still learning... btw ala yang sound... youtube suck... email ku ne mu....

Beautiful to ME

Ginawa kung music video para keka... I am hoping gang makananu mu it will make you smile. I am open for criticism if atin yang mali. Please feel free to tell me. Pero metung ya ing sure kung e mali ke apin ing para keka ya yan at makayan ka kaku... Nung para kareng aliwa parti naka ning mundu, pero para kaku ika ing mundu... Love is like a river, always changing, but always finding you again somewhere down the road. I know gang everything is okay something is changing... makalungkut bagya but I know this things will make you happy... Do what you wish to do my dear balu mu naman keta kung makapagpasaya keka...

Beautiful

100 years after....

In my dreams

I just drop by to say... I miss this....


I want to sing you this song... for my prince, my dear friend, my inspiration, my idol, my one true love..good night:)

You will know when you really love someone
When you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it.

From a far...

I am looking for an old picture on my saved mail and I came across an unsent email for you dated: (7/27/2008 10:13:55 PM China Standard Time) on this email I was confessing my admiration to you as friend which turn out to be a special feelings.. actually atin yapang song itang email and it goes something like this:

Nandito ako umiibig sa iyo
Kahit na nagdurugo ang puso
Kung sakaling iwanan ka niya
Huwag kang mag-alala
May nagmamahal sa iyo
Nandito ako

But it was not sent to you kasi tinakut ku ng maging reaction mu.:) kaya I choose to love you from a far..

Hold my hand

My Prince, balu ku atin kang buring gawan para kang Cigil pero ating takut na pota it will turn out to be not so go... Balu kung agyu mu yan, just remember my pointers, as much as posible avoid arguements and always say it in a way that she will feel na gang ali ka agree you are respecting her decisions still. If things did not turn out well, then try again next time... what ever the outcome one thing will not change... I will be here for sure.:) ayne pagkanta daka... gang eku masanting voice enala man mababalbal deng salamin pag magkanta ku... so pwedi neng pagtyagan bosis ku.

Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up And the sun does not appear I...I will be here If in the dark we lose sight of love Hold my hand and have no fear 'Cause I...I will be here I will be here... When you feel like bein' quiet When you need to speak your mind I will listen And I will be here When the laughter turns to cryin' Through the winnin' and losin' and tryin' We'll be together 'Cause I will be here Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up And the future is unclear I...I'll be here Just as sure as seasons are made for change Our lifetimes are made for years I...I will be here I will be here.... You can cry on my shoulder When the mirror tells us we're older I will hold you And I will be here To watch you grow in beauty And tell you all the things you are to me I will be here I will be true To the promise I have made To you and to the One who gave you to me I...I will be here...

I am praying for a positive outcome however just always remember that no matter what will happen good or bad atin ka paring trusted friend keng lele-lele na laging atiu para keka... maniwala keka... at lulugud keka:)

Retracted

She retracted her statement. Pinayag ne na gamitan ya ing name ning baby. What made her retract her previous statement? Ekuna kitang. Sabi kunamu thank you. Ala kupang sinabing alwa kaya like nung kmsta ne. Eku rin kasi balu ng sabyan ku kaya. Pota magstart nake nanamang mipate. Tapus bigla ne nanamang magchange mind.

Summer na ne? Kapale. Eku man gagalo kanini manimawas ku. Sabage ok mu para mas mabilis kung lumwal pawas. Magexercise naku after.

Suggestion pla, break your post into paragraphs para e masakit basan. Like if you are to shift a topic, para balance yang akakit ing post mu. Tapus use pictures na agad meng arecognize. Neng kalati tang racket picture pinost mu.

Napun pala megpadurut kung roleta. Ot bokya ya ing ikwa ko! hahaha. Malas ku talaga kareng makanta. Atin RnR kasi pag 7 up ka CE. Atin kupa atang chance kanyan kasi FW 3 and 4 more than 7 ku. Mangalati la deng prize. Chocolates, chips, USB, atin speakers, dumbbells, gaggles, mp3 players (CDR king). Pero agyang bokya atin parin chance manyambut GC, siguru iraffle dala ulit hehehhe.

Go! Troy Go!

What can I say, your most welcome my prince. Balu mu naman masaya kung ating agagawa at abibie little things for you. Salamat din ketang magazine at cd. Nice mag, bisa ku yatang paBelo lol. Itang movie Juno masating ya. I like it, brave girl and cool yamu. And eka mag sorry ken for not writing that much my dear, ayus mu ita balu ku naman rugu na ating kang work kaya antindian ku. Basta write here during your free time.
Last Saturday was great, kadakal ta apangan... Buri ku lagi makanta, itang sobra kabsi... sana we can do it like once a month, we eat all what we want to eat. As in sobra kabsi. itang magmakalunus na enakata bisa. Maswelu kung manakit pag I let you eat what you really crave and give it to you hanggang bisa ka.
Advices?? balu mu you can always count on me... mawala na lahat ali mu ing pamikaluguran ta... basta be positive. Good things awaits us... Just learn to trust God. Do not be hesitant to open your heart and share your life with me. i'll be your friend i'll help you carry on... Bawal ing drama, pero pag emu apigilan damayan daka no matter what. Salamat din pala keng energy bibie mu kaku. Ika mu magpalakas lub kaku, akit ke mu ing matamis mung smile hay pawi na lungkut keng pusu ku. Balamu puzzle ana ping Lyda mabubuo ya ing aldo ku pag akit daka gang keng picture mu. Masaya ku ding akit na masanting la reng survey mu. Masaya ing feeling kasi lagi dakang pag pray na sana lagi lang masanting kasi balu ku makananu kasakit keng Dell.
And lastly, awa nice idea na you will be playing badminton. Dakal ka benefits, balu ku naman magaling ka at masating ing makakilalang new friends. Basta lagi kang mimingat ah at ali me baburen langi pawas keng gulut mu para ali ka sipun. Balamu yata masanting nung yellow ya badminton racket me ah... Basta samasan mu ah. Buri ku damdaman kwentu mu. Ala ku man karin pagcheer daka in spirit.

Go! Troy Go! Go! Troy Go! Go! Troy Go! Go! Troy Go!

Its been a while

Yellow! 

Its been a while since I last posted here. Sensya na Dorothy and thanks for always understanding me. 

Puru ya thank you ing post ku hehehe. Thanks for all the YELLOW stuffs you gave me. LOVE all of them. 

Thanks for last Saturday's treat. Sana ali ta ing maging last. I am hopefull marakal pang sunud makanta. Enjoying each other's company. Sagli, ot maging hopefull ku e friends tamu. Syempre it will be repeated ne :)

Thanks for the advices you gave me last night. Truely saved those texts. And for your never fading energy in doing so.

Akasabi ke pala nandin kots R agkat nakung magbadminton. Ala la sigurung abe or kulang la. Monday morning pwede ku hehehe. Sayang din ta, sports plus exercise plus company of other people diba :)

Masakit ka pusun ngeni. Sana atin kung agawa para malessen ing pain daramdaman mu. Minum tanang beer tara! heheheh. By the way, so far ala kung disat ngeni! Pero deng pinrocess ku today feeling ku atin magsasairate. Hopefully ali neman. Basta positivity!

Keng work mu naman, sabi ku pin eka papressure. Its work. Its not na maging lesser person naka or ala nakang kwenta nung eka agad manakit work. You watch news and you can see naman diba na marakal maglako. Bad timing mu ni. Basta bawal ing quiter! Apply mung apply. Pag eka mekwa keng metung edi next naman. Makanta mu ta. Eka marine nung eka mipasar. Ala namang taung e magfail e. Mas makarine tang magmalun naka kekayu kasi eka mipasar keng adwa o atlung pamagapply.

Morning Dorothy :)

Clear Water

Sabi da open communication will help you understand and will make things clearer. True:). Just today the situation or should I say your mood swing for the past few days kasing claru na ne ning damu. Yep, mas antindyan kuna ngeni... mas payapa naku utak ngeni... pero syempre medyu malungkut kasi sabi ku keka diba keka ku kukwang lakas king aldo aldo kasi deng aliwa kung friends medyu busy nala. Pero makanta man antindyan daka. And as I promise you, gawan ku para keka... pero sana okay mung text daka if atin kung buring kwento ne but don't worry ali ku magexpect reactions. Sana ali naman din bawal ing mangutang keka, lalu na if vocabulary words. Maging boring man ing pamaglibut ku kasi ala kung saling pasalubung, maging boring man kasi ala kung paggawan kareng gimik kung surprises, maging boring man kasi ala kung panayan muli neng abak a maranun, maging boring man kasi ala kung kasabe malbe balitanghali, maging boring man kasi ala kung katext abak-ugtu-bengi, at higit sa lahat maging boring man kasi ala kung pag-alayang lugud, pilitan kung maging masaya at masigla para keka. Ini talaga ing penintun ku kareng milabas a aldo, itang metung kung kaibigan... aliwa itang sex on text or sex on phone. Itang metung a kaibigan na eku apagpalit kahit minsan sobra ya ka moody. Itang metung a masating a lalaki lalu na pag bayu yang gupit. hehehe (btw nakang kapogi nandin after mung megupitan hair ali bola yan ah) ... Madagul adjustment pero kakayanin ko para keka. Basta promise mu kaku na eka mangalingwan ah. At if ever at anytime at any situation kailanganan mu ing saup ku, ATIU KU mu lagi keni para keka... Nung nanu ka kaku ngeni at kanita, makanyan ka parin keng pusu ku gang maging aliwa ing sitwasyun. Hangad kumu dear ing kaligayaan mu gang aliwa aku ing buring mung kayabe ketang kaligayaan ayta. Ali drama ini, tatanggapan ku mu at maging positive ku keng sitwasyun. Siguradu ating rason ini ot makanini... metung yang way ini para a pakit ku keka na tune ing lugud ku. Maniwala ku na ing lugud ali ya maymut, aliya matas a puluk... aliya mu kabud feeling... metung yang behavior para ketang taung kaluguran mu. Sabi da pin, its how a person treat you in every situation for all of your life...

PS: Salamat at kelwalan ka nandin, gang malabat sobra... 2 1/2 na pala ing milabas... masaya ku parin kasi ikit ku... failed naku naman keng oral pero salamat at antindyan mu. At saka pala sana aburi mula retang yellow things ku for you... gang simply lamu rugu.

Aku...

Sabi da ing bie ning metung a tau antiyang Bangka king metung a dagat malat nung okarin baluna nung okarin ya papunta, kasu enabalu nanu ngan ing manayang kasakitan king kayang pamaglakbe, Atin yang makanyan ing biye na ning metung a taung kalupa ku... Balu ku nanu ing buri ku at pangarap ku para miras ku king dapat kung puntalan, pero eku asabi nung nanu ing karasan ku kabang mag lakbe ku at maki pag brusu kareng egana ganang kapag subukan... Asabi ku neng minsan masaya, atin lungkut at kasakitan... Pero para kanaku ali importanti nanu man ing pegdalanan ku, Ing importanti mebyasa ku makananu kung mekilaban king nanu man a kapag subukan a tikman ku kabang mag lakbe ku. Kareng milabas a aldo dakal ku aisip pero ing a tutunan ku ing eka mamasa nanu man king biye, Balu ku at balu mu.. datang murin ing pagkakataun na para kaku..ing bage na pangadi ku at itang pangarapan ku... ing importanti masaya ku habang ating pagkakataun... para ing biye ku maging makule... lumawe ku kareng masating a mangyari aliwa kareng bage na ali ku buri... makuyad ya ing biye... dapat mas dakal ing masaya kesa keng malungkut...

Patawad kareng mali ku... patawad kareng pagkukulang ku... ing lugud ku ali magbayu... gang pilan pang banwa ing lumabas... pero maging responsabli naku kareng aksyon a gagawan ku...

Missing: PRINCE TROY

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me. Whatever you are going through now... you can always count on me... we are friends after all... diba? what I had with you, ala naku sigurung ali agyung tanggapan... kaya sana mibalik naka mood my dear... mas cute kang atiu keng mood... mas masaya... mas makulay... the prince i met with great qualities.:)

as for me, I am doing fine:)... I spend most of my time reading... tv... saka i whisper in the air for you... hehehe... itang buri kung text most of the time sasabian ku keng langit... saka ako humihiling sa langit ng isang himala... aliya pin pa sasagut pero im patiently waiting... I have faith... ingat ka lagi keng pamagdrive pagpalub and paulit, exercise ka, eat enough, sleep well, and drink alot of pineapple juice... hehehe joke...sige tulog nako... 12am na..

Okay

Break... Sure... take all the time you want... pero ing tutu na niyan migaganaka ku kc last time mung sinabi yan binilang kung weeks or months bayu ka mekisabi ulit... isawan ku na sanang mangyari pa ini pero ika parin naman ing sundan ku... respect ku parin naman buri mu. Peka pagpray ku namu sana e lalambat... ali SANA ngening panahun ayni na ala kung aliwang apagkuhanan lakas nung aliwa ika. Balu mu naman diba jobless ku and still searching, advice mula reng magpalakas lub kaku. Pero makanyan man mas buri kung gawan mu nanung makapagpasaya keka... I won't mind dear, I'll be fine... i will just be around waiting for you to comeback...

Sore

Im sorry I am not able to text you that much, masakit ya daliri ku. Tsaka yapa minataki mood swing ku. 

But I am ok. Just want some quiet time for myself on my off. Sana you won't mind me taking some break. Movie marathon ku napun. Tapus TV tsaka sleep. Mesakit kupin ata katawan keng sobra tudtud! Kaya need to stretch and exercise/

Anyway its work week again. 

Long day

Long day I must say, birthday nitang pamangkin ku ngeni and minta kami. Close family tsaka barkada ng mother nitang magcelebrate dend atchu. Masaya naman. Thinking of it, 20k is ok narin for a birthday keng Mcdo. Less hassle basta munta nakamu tsaka magbirthday hehehe. I think good for 80 person ne ta. Ala mang 80 ata kareng dintang, well less detang mangalating anak. But overall, nice celebration :)

After the birthday, minta kaming mader keng mall. Seli keng phone. Machura ne kasi phone na tsaka malabu ne backlight uling tang plastic screen na sapak neng gasgas. Almost my sweldo for the half of the month pero ok mu. Malambat kune rin balak sali din e. Tang cellphone na binye nepang dara ku before.

Kauli as usual magsabi-sabi ne nanaman tatang ku. Always on the negative side of the story. Gagana ya pa kanu tang luma ng cell maku. Naku enaku binulad at inayus kune mu PC ku. Tear down ke to the mobo ing gewa ku. Inayus ke tang fan ning CPU. Buti namu ngeni medyu stable ne ing temperature na. Maglinis ku ring files, buburn kunala para adelete kunala.


Xet ini na ing aisip ku pane ngeni. Work, outside, at home. Hay. This position is one that you sent na buri mung gawan. Safe ka as you said and I believe in it. I know emuku pahamak especially keng situation ku ngeni. Looking forward for next week. Keng bonding moment ta. Bond literally hehehe. Gawan ku ngan buri ning puki mu basta balu ning butu ku na safe ka...