Deja vu

Histoty repeats... ini ing atiu keng isip ku kareng milabas a aldo... Bakit laging aku ing pagbuntungan mung emotional vibes? makanta naku ba ka insignificant keng life mo kaya ok gang emuku pakisabian? I know I have nothing to offer... ni ala ku man ping apagmaragul... puru mu kakornihan, kagimikan, at kaOAyan ing papakit ku... siguru pin mababaw ing idea ku karas keng pamamakit lugud, pero ing asabi ku ita manibat keng pusu at tutu ita, gang makanta mu ita taus pusu kung gagawan... akala ku aniang misabi tana kaybat kung maresign at meging friends tana ulit ali na maulit pa ini... aganaka ke tuluy itang kitang ng Makoy kang Laida: ano bang meron ang taung un at patay na patay ka sa kanya? tapus segut na: di ba pag may isang tao kang pinapangarap pagnasa sayo na gagawin mo lahat para sa kanya?... ting!!.... tama sabi kung isip ku anyang dimdam ke... kalambat kung penaya ing makanining close friendship keka... ngening atiu na buri kung gawan ku ngan para keka... pero things are going in a different directions now. Eku na balu nung makananu kung mag behave keng makaninung situation... Eku mad but I can't deny the fact that I am sad... Pero ayus mu, yan ing buri mu eh... minsan aisip ku, siguru nung atiu kupa Etel kanyan, kada akakit daka with your Friends atin naku naman a feel a ingit kasi close kayu, masaya kayung akakit, at sabian ku keng isip ku.. mapa reng friends na they can always talk to him and be with him... ngeni ing aisip ku... mas maka ingit ya i ___ kc gang nanu pang masakit a words ing sabian na keka, gang pagdudan naka lagi, gang ala yang bilib keka, gang she hates your attitude, gang pamukha at sumbat mali mu lagi, gang ala yang tiwala keka, atin ya paring metung a bage na panghawakan na you can never let go... Samantalang aku, metung ku mung ghost na kapilan man ali megexist... puru illusyun, puru pangarap, puru drawing... But I can say I am not bitter... ali ku rin mad... makanta talaga eh, kailangan tangapan... I believe na datang din ing para kaku... My routines are pretty much the same, sleep at 12:30am, watch balitanghali, bubulung king langit na goodmorning, mangan tana, ingat, goodnyt, kmusta ya ing aldo at migigising parin 4:45am... siguru in time magbayu la rin... I always look at your pictures.... osimap elapa metunaw, matatag la... deta namu reng pakisabian ku lagi lol... simap ali la makibat laging lang makasmile para kaku...

Troy, eka sana mad keng post kung ayni at emu rin isipan edaka antindyan... eku mad keka, I know why are you being like that... lagi ka parin keng isip at pusu ku.. nung nanu ka kaku kanita makanyan ka parin ngeni... ena magbayu ita... Kaluguran daka parin... panayan ku itang aldo na ready naka ulit makisabi kaku... buri ku mung palwal ing lungkut... pero ayus ku mu...