Rainbow Connection

In one of the mass I attended, the homily goes something like "itamung tau maging mabaya tamu ketang bage na pahalagaan tamu" the priest explained it further by giving some example like... ing metung a taung pahalagaan na ing oras, ena buri ing ating malelate, ing metung a tau pahalagaan ne ing tiwala, ena buri ing pagdudan de... makanya tamu mabaya tamu keng bage didinan tang halaga. Inisip kula reng bage na importanti kaku, family I grew up with, friends who stayed, and I guess You... If deta reng ating kasiyaan masaya ku, ating lungkut malungkut ku, ating luha luluha ku, ating problema mamoblema ku... Den deng bage pahalagaan ku, kaya importanti kaku ing balu ku how they are doing... Mabaya ku pag asesense ku na ating ali normal... keng milabas a aldo normal kekata ing mipag text... normal ing mipagkwentu kata... normal ing mipagchat kata...normal ing mikikit kata that's why I felt I was being single out, I was being forgotten. People have different views on things, different opinions on situations and different emotional reactions... sometimes what we see is not what's exactly inside, what we thought was not the right one, what we feel is not what's it meant to be... Two things words and actions, we do little actions and say certain words for us to be understood... we should not let people we love or people close to our hearts to assumed things the way they see it, experience it and feel it. For if we do, we will never be understood... and worst we will be judged... I am sorry, I assumed things the way I felt, the way I saw, and the way I experienced it... I am sorry I judged you, I reacted base on my own personal feelings gang balu ku naman why are you being like that... if kasalanan ing magcare kekang makanta, or matsurang pamanugali keka ing magtampu uling biglang megbayu ing normal... SORRY... I care about the people I love and I care about you... minsan kasi emu alako keng metung a tau ing manasakit or maging malungkut lalu na if mahalaga ya keka ing tau. Pag pinigil mu lalung dadakal, pag selikut mu lalung lulto, pag kakalingawan mu lalu mu e akalingwan. Yes, yes and yes.... sobrang importanti ka kaku... eku balu bakit, eku balu ot makanini katindi, eku balu ot keka ku dimdam ini, eku balu what exactly made me fall for you... June pa, akilala daka pa the guy who is 2 pods away from my pod in the training room ... I was so pathetic na mag beg kang Lord na maging kung close keka, I was so pathetic na aku meg initiate mag text keka, so shameful na aku pang minunang meg email keka keng friendster dated June 21, 2008, so shameful na migigising kung galing-aldo para mag text keka, and so pathetic and shameful na aku minunang minamin I Like you...and I love you. Yes, it was something I wish for, since the day I known you, gang balu kung ali pwedi, sabi ku kahit friend man lang, yes I beg the Lord for that... Sana I can answer the questions why it was you?, what do you have?, what did you do?, Sana agyu ku lang sagutan deta... Sana agyu kung sagutan bakit patuluy dakang luluguran gang ala ng hope mitatagan keng pusu ku... Sana agyu kung sagutan na bakit luluguran daka pa gang edanaka akakasabi... Sana agyu kung sagutan na bakit alang magbayu keng daramdaman ku gang 1 month danakang ali akakit... siguru if ikit ku ing sagut... maybe then I can start the healing... Eku perpektung tau, atin kung sariling kahinaan, minsan manasakit pero lulugud kung tune... Sana ali pin datang ing time na akalingwan muku... Sana, sana, sana.... luguran mu ku rin... sana lang naman... para kahit sa sana mu man ating tulang mitagan keng pusu ku...

Ika ing taung asabi kung eku buring bili, Ika ing taung atiu keng pangarap ku, Ika ing taung ikit kung karapat dapat luluguran, Ika ing taung ala nakang pantunan pag akilala...Ika itang taung buri ku ulit akilala after 1000000 years a milabas. Nung para kaninu kaman, sana luguran naka tune at busilak... sana akit na ing bage na ikit ku keka... You are such a Great Man...

Rainbow Connection - Kris Aquino