Rainbow Connection

In one of the mass I attended, the homily goes something like "itamung tau maging mabaya tamu ketang bage na pahalagaan tamu" the priest explained it further by giving some example like... ing metung a taung pahalagaan na ing oras, ena buri ing ating malelate, ing metung a tau pahalagaan ne ing tiwala, ena buri ing pagdudan de... makanya tamu mabaya tamu keng bage didinan tang halaga. Inisip kula reng bage na importanti kaku, family I grew up with, friends who stayed, and I guess You... If deta reng ating kasiyaan masaya ku, ating lungkut malungkut ku, ating luha luluha ku, ating problema mamoblema ku... Den deng bage pahalagaan ku, kaya importanti kaku ing balu ku how they are doing... Mabaya ku pag asesense ku na ating ali normal... keng milabas a aldo normal kekata ing mipag text... normal ing mipagkwentu kata... normal ing mipagchat kata...normal ing mikikit kata that's why I felt I was being single out, I was being forgotten. People have different views on things, different opinions on situations and different emotional reactions... sometimes what we see is not what's exactly inside, what we thought was not the right one, what we feel is not what's it meant to be... Two things words and actions, we do little actions and say certain words for us to be understood... we should not let people we love or people close to our hearts to assumed things the way they see it, experience it and feel it. For if we do, we will never be understood... and worst we will be judged... I am sorry, I assumed things the way I felt, the way I saw, and the way I experienced it... I am sorry I judged you, I reacted base on my own personal feelings gang balu ku naman why are you being like that... if kasalanan ing magcare kekang makanta, or matsurang pamanugali keka ing magtampu uling biglang megbayu ing normal... SORRY... I care about the people I love and I care about you... minsan kasi emu alako keng metung a tau ing manasakit or maging malungkut lalu na if mahalaga ya keka ing tau. Pag pinigil mu lalung dadakal, pag selikut mu lalung lulto, pag kakalingawan mu lalu mu e akalingwan. Yes, yes and yes.... sobrang importanti ka kaku... eku balu bakit, eku balu ot makanini katindi, eku balu ot keka ku dimdam ini, eku balu what exactly made me fall for you... June pa, akilala daka pa the guy who is 2 pods away from my pod in the training room ... I was so pathetic na mag beg kang Lord na maging kung close keka, I was so pathetic na aku meg initiate mag text keka, so shameful na aku pang minunang meg email keka keng friendster dated June 21, 2008, so shameful na migigising kung galing-aldo para mag text keka, and so pathetic and shameful na aku minunang minamin I Like you...and I love you. Yes, it was something I wish for, since the day I known you, gang balu kung ali pwedi, sabi ku kahit friend man lang, yes I beg the Lord for that... Sana I can answer the questions why it was you?, what do you have?, what did you do?, Sana agyu ku lang sagutan deta... Sana agyu kung sagutan bakit patuluy dakang luluguran gang ala ng hope mitatagan keng pusu ku... Sana agyu kung sagutan na bakit luluguran daka pa gang edanaka akakasabi... Sana agyu kung sagutan na bakit alang magbayu keng daramdaman ku gang 1 month danakang ali akakit... siguru if ikit ku ing sagut... maybe then I can start the healing... Eku perpektung tau, atin kung sariling kahinaan, minsan manasakit pero lulugud kung tune... Sana ali pin datang ing time na akalingwan muku... Sana, sana, sana.... luguran mu ku rin... sana lang naman... para kahit sa sana mu man ating tulang mitagan keng pusu ku...

Ika ing taung asabi kung eku buring bili, Ika ing taung atiu keng pangarap ku, Ika ing taung ikit kung karapat dapat luluguran, Ika ing taung ala nakang pantunan pag akilala...Ika itang taung buri ku ulit akilala after 1000000 years a milabas. Nung para kaninu kaman, sana luguran naka tune at busilak... sana akit na ing bage na ikit ku keka... You are such a Great Man...

Rainbow Connection - Kris Aquino

..then you maybe right

If not texting you everyday that I am bout to go to work or I arrived home from work is leaving you singleout already. If not updating you bout my everyday activity is forgetting you already. 

..then you maybe right.

Your making contrary of all the things you said to the things you meant.

Broken Vow...

Lagi kung mangutang, pero laging alang sagut... pero ngening ali naku mangutang ating dadatang a sagut... i seldom visit my account in friendster now a days.. why? because I simply do no want to read anything... but today, for the request of a friend I have visited it and then WAW there is a new features where you see the activity that your friends done... and heres what I saw in front of my page... Hmmmm, speechless... I remember this photo you are telling me (eto ba yun?)... that it was dated march 2008 and there is something on the caption... you don't owe me an explanation... but yes I was hurt, yes my tears fell... I just realized and remember the thing you texted me before... sabi mu... "Emu b aicp why its easy 4 me n kbud n e pkisbyn dng tao? Lyk anyng ika. Its becoz i dnt fil anythng, Im telling u this para akila2 muku. Nung ok mu keka" I don't believe you before... and up to now ali ku parin manwala... siguru pin murit naku, ot mulala kung talaga... but I dont know why I trust you so much and I look up to you as a person... I believe in your talents , principles and attitude... is it worth it? yes... it is lalu na when I see the smile in your face... aniang pekisabian muku ulit that was Dec 22, 2008... I started praying novena to God and to St. Jude... na sana alang bibitiw keng friendship ta... nung ekata miyabe as partners sana ing friendship ta ali mawala or magbayu... but it happen again... Kaya siguru ngeni pangadi ku namu na sana maging masaya naka at eda naka pa akit... ali uling edaka Kaluguran... pero uling KALUGURAN dakang sobra sobra bilang ika at bilang friend... Emunaku man kapate eh, kakampi muku :( magkasangga kata, magdamayan king saya, lungkut at problema, makanta ka reng mikaluguran(friends) di ba? Bakit lagi kung masisingle out? siguru pin kailangan kung tangapan na ala kang feelings for me gang nanu... Kaya let me be the one to let you go... Please just do me a favor... Please don't ever try to save the friendship now with me if in time gawan mu ulit ini... if in time kabud naka ebumulad at emuku pakisabian... Sana apantun mu itang pantunan mu... sana apantun mu ing kaligayaan at katatahimik na ning isip mu... Maging masaya ku din... akit ku din ing kaku... lugud ku rin ulit kalupa na lugud ku keka... pero sana that time itang taung luguran ku para kaku ne... Am I ending anything? No... but I will stop wishing and hoping... and eventually, maybe I will stop loving... who knows... arian ke ing post ayni by reading this text message from you... this really blown my heart away... I was so touched with that. Feeling we are one great friends na ali matibag... you will always be in my heart dear gang nanu pang mengyari... Fan de coco mu ku parin...

Magpalamig tayo...

Sobrang init ng panahon... mas masaya if magpalamig tayo, sige ako taya... balu mo i manny pacquiao migbalik ne keng channel 2, atin din bayung asianovela, itang hot shots at boys over flower na korean version na ning meteor garder. break ne i pops and jomari, na pagtanggul ng martin... hay... nanu man ing mangyari keng mundu, laging tatandaan sa bawat pagsubok ng panahon ang buhay ay weather weather lang. :) mumulit mu ing egana gana, life is a series of intercepting lines and incidents, out of anyones control. sometimes we were meant to lose people, then when we return after being away, we realize that the only thing that has changed, is us. My dear, I have learned this qoute from a certain movie and I want to tell it to you: For what it’s worth, it’s never too late, to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit... start whenever you want... you can change or stay the same. There are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that stop you. I hope you feel things that you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again...

Deja vu

Histoty repeats... ini ing atiu keng isip ku kareng milabas a aldo... Bakit laging aku ing pagbuntungan mung emotional vibes? makanta naku ba ka insignificant keng life mo kaya ok gang emuku pakisabian? I know I have nothing to offer... ni ala ku man ping apagmaragul... puru mu kakornihan, kagimikan, at kaOAyan ing papakit ku... siguru pin mababaw ing idea ku karas keng pamamakit lugud, pero ing asabi ku ita manibat keng pusu at tutu ita, gang makanta mu ita taus pusu kung gagawan... akala ku aniang misabi tana kaybat kung maresign at meging friends tana ulit ali na maulit pa ini... aganaka ke tuluy itang kitang ng Makoy kang Laida: ano bang meron ang taung un at patay na patay ka sa kanya? tapus segut na: di ba pag may isang tao kang pinapangarap pagnasa sayo na gagawin mo lahat para sa kanya?... ting!!.... tama sabi kung isip ku anyang dimdam ke... kalambat kung penaya ing makanining close friendship keka... ngening atiu na buri kung gawan ku ngan para keka... pero things are going in a different directions now. Eku na balu nung makananu kung mag behave keng makaninung situation... Eku mad but I can't deny the fact that I am sad... Pero ayus mu, yan ing buri mu eh... minsan aisip ku, siguru nung atiu kupa Etel kanyan, kada akakit daka with your Friends atin naku naman a feel a ingit kasi close kayu, masaya kayung akakit, at sabian ku keng isip ku.. mapa reng friends na they can always talk to him and be with him... ngeni ing aisip ku... mas maka ingit ya i ___ kc gang nanu pang masakit a words ing sabian na keka, gang pagdudan naka lagi, gang ala yang bilib keka, gang she hates your attitude, gang pamukha at sumbat mali mu lagi, gang ala yang tiwala keka, atin ya paring metung a bage na panghawakan na you can never let go... Samantalang aku, metung ku mung ghost na kapilan man ali megexist... puru illusyun, puru pangarap, puru drawing... But I can say I am not bitter... ali ku rin mad... makanta talaga eh, kailangan tangapan... I believe na datang din ing para kaku... My routines are pretty much the same, sleep at 12:30am, watch balitanghali, bubulung king langit na goodmorning, mangan tana, ingat, goodnyt, kmusta ya ing aldo at migigising parin 4:45am... siguru in time magbayu la rin... I always look at your pictures.... osimap elapa metunaw, matatag la... deta namu reng pakisabian ku lagi lol... simap ali la makibat laging lang makasmile para kaku...

Troy, eka sana mad keng post kung ayni at emu rin isipan edaka antindyan... eku mad keka, I know why are you being like that... lagi ka parin keng isip at pusu ku.. nung nanu ka kaku kanita makanyan ka parin ngeni... ena magbayu ita... Kaluguran daka parin... panayan ku itang aldo na ready naka ulit makisabi kaku... buri ku mung palwal ing lungkut... pero ayus ku mu...

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It's a Lovesong,

Dearest Troy,

A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing… not healing, not curing… that is a friend who cares. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart. I made another music video for you... My heart wants to tell story but I don't know why I don't have the words to say... I can only sing you this song. I was hoping somehow you are reading my post... its my little way telling you that you are always in my heart . Enjoy your weekends.. My prayers are always with you. Keep Smiling.

Always Loving You,

Dorothy :)

PS:
i am open for comment and suggestion with the video... i am still learning... btw ala yang sound... youtube suck... email ku ne mu....

Beautiful to ME

Ginawa kung music video para keka... I am hoping gang makananu mu it will make you smile. I am open for criticism if atin yang mali. Please feel free to tell me. Pero metung ya ing sure kung e mali ke apin ing para keka ya yan at makayan ka kaku... Nung para kareng aliwa parti naka ning mundu, pero para kaku ika ing mundu... Love is like a river, always changing, but always finding you again somewhere down the road. I know gang everything is okay something is changing... makalungkut bagya but I know this things will make you happy... Do what you wish to do my dear balu mu naman keta kung makapagpasaya keka...

Beautiful

100 years after....

Silencio...

Menahimik ku for more than 24 hours... minisip... kasu at the end of the day I forget about everything that I thought... metung ya atandanan ku... migising kung ating karug keng lub ku eku balu nanu reason... something na ali ku antindyan... something na ating kung buring gawan pero ali balu nanu... the whole day I was holding a rosary and reading a book... meconfused ku anu itang feeling ayta... it was something I felt for the first time... pero sabi na ketang abasa ku everything is all in the mind. Start with positive thoughts and the rest will follow. Enaku bisang misip negative ... nung nanu ing mangyari kareng dadatang a aldo siguru sapat na ing pepakit ku para patunayan ku ing lugud ku... mawala ku man at makalingwan, God knows everything. At balu ku enaka paburen para kaku... Kasi balu na ika ing precious gem ku, masakit pantunan, true love comes once in a lifetime ada pin.. malagad mu ing makanining lugud kaya eku pagsisiyan.

In my dreams

I just drop by to say... I miss this....


I want to sing you this song... for my prince, my dear friend, my inspiration, my idol, my one true love..good night:)

You will know when you really love someone
When you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it.

From a far...

I am looking for an old picture on my saved mail and I came across an unsent email for you dated: (7/27/2008 10:13:55 PM China Standard Time) on this email I was confessing my admiration to you as friend which turn out to be a special feelings.. actually atin yapang song itang email and it goes something like this:

Nandito ako umiibig sa iyo
Kahit na nagdurugo ang puso
Kung sakaling iwanan ka niya
Huwag kang mag-alala
May nagmamahal sa iyo
Nandito ako

But it was not sent to you kasi tinakut ku ng maging reaction mu.:) kaya I choose to love you from a far..

Hold my hand

My Prince, balu ku atin kang buring gawan para kang Cigil pero ating takut na pota it will turn out to be not so go... Balu kung agyu mu yan, just remember my pointers, as much as posible avoid arguements and always say it in a way that she will feel na gang ali ka agree you are respecting her decisions still. If things did not turn out well, then try again next time... what ever the outcome one thing will not change... I will be here for sure.:) ayne pagkanta daka... gang eku masanting voice enala man mababalbal deng salamin pag magkanta ku... so pwedi neng pagtyagan bosis ku.

Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up And the sun does not appear I...I will be here If in the dark we lose sight of love Hold my hand and have no fear 'Cause I...I will be here I will be here... When you feel like bein' quiet When you need to speak your mind I will listen And I will be here When the laughter turns to cryin' Through the winnin' and losin' and tryin' We'll be together 'Cause I will be here Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up And the future is unclear I...I'll be here Just as sure as seasons are made for change Our lifetimes are made for years I...I will be here I will be here.... You can cry on my shoulder When the mirror tells us we're older I will hold you And I will be here To watch you grow in beauty And tell you all the things you are to me I will be here I will be true To the promise I have made To you and to the One who gave you to me I...I will be here...

I am praying for a positive outcome however just always remember that no matter what will happen good or bad atin ka paring trusted friend keng lele-lele na laging atiu para keka... maniwala keka... at lulugud keka:)

Retracted

She retracted her statement. Pinayag ne na gamitan ya ing name ning baby. What made her retract her previous statement? Ekuna kitang. Sabi kunamu thank you. Ala kupang sinabing alwa kaya like nung kmsta ne. Eku rin kasi balu ng sabyan ku kaya. Pota magstart nake nanamang mipate. Tapus bigla ne nanamang magchange mind.

Summer na ne? Kapale. Eku man gagalo kanini manimawas ku. Sabage ok mu para mas mabilis kung lumwal pawas. Magexercise naku after.

Suggestion pla, break your post into paragraphs para e masakit basan. Like if you are to shift a topic, para balance yang akakit ing post mu. Tapus use pictures na agad meng arecognize. Neng kalati tang racket picture pinost mu.

Napun pala megpadurut kung roleta. Ot bokya ya ing ikwa ko! hahaha. Malas ku talaga kareng makanta. Atin RnR kasi pag 7 up ka CE. Atin kupa atang chance kanyan kasi FW 3 and 4 more than 7 ku. Mangalati la deng prize. Chocolates, chips, USB, atin speakers, dumbbells, gaggles, mp3 players (CDR king). Pero agyang bokya atin parin chance manyambut GC, siguru iraffle dala ulit hehehhe.

Go! Troy Go!

What can I say, your most welcome my prince. Balu mu naman masaya kung ating agagawa at abibie little things for you. Salamat din ketang magazine at cd. Nice mag, bisa ku yatang paBelo lol. Itang movie Juno masating ya. I like it, brave girl and cool yamu. And eka mag sorry ken for not writing that much my dear, ayus mu ita balu ku naman rugu na ating kang work kaya antindian ku. Basta write here during your free time.
Last Saturday was great, kadakal ta apangan... Buri ku lagi makanta, itang sobra kabsi... sana we can do it like once a month, we eat all what we want to eat. As in sobra kabsi. itang magmakalunus na enakata bisa. Maswelu kung manakit pag I let you eat what you really crave and give it to you hanggang bisa ka.
Advices?? balu mu you can always count on me... mawala na lahat ali mu ing pamikaluguran ta... basta be positive. Good things awaits us... Just learn to trust God. Do not be hesitant to open your heart and share your life with me. i'll be your friend i'll help you carry on... Bawal ing drama, pero pag emu apigilan damayan daka no matter what. Salamat din pala keng energy bibie mu kaku. Ika mu magpalakas lub kaku, akit ke mu ing matamis mung smile hay pawi na lungkut keng pusu ku. Balamu puzzle ana ping Lyda mabubuo ya ing aldo ku pag akit daka gang keng picture mu. Masaya ku ding akit na masanting la reng survey mu. Masaya ing feeling kasi lagi dakang pag pray na sana lagi lang masanting kasi balu ku makananu kasakit keng Dell.
And lastly, awa nice idea na you will be playing badminton. Dakal ka benefits, balu ku naman magaling ka at masating ing makakilalang new friends. Basta lagi kang mimingat ah at ali me baburen langi pawas keng gulut mu para ali ka sipun. Balamu yata masanting nung yellow ya badminton racket me ah... Basta samasan mu ah. Buri ku damdaman kwentu mu. Ala ku man karin pagcheer daka in spirit.

Go! Troy Go! Go! Troy Go! Go! Troy Go! Go! Troy Go!

Its been a while

Yellow! 

Its been a while since I last posted here. Sensya na Dorothy and thanks for always understanding me. 

Puru ya thank you ing post ku hehehe. Thanks for all the YELLOW stuffs you gave me. LOVE all of them. 

Thanks for last Saturday's treat. Sana ali ta ing maging last. I am hopefull marakal pang sunud makanta. Enjoying each other's company. Sagli, ot maging hopefull ku e friends tamu. Syempre it will be repeated ne :)

Thanks for the advices you gave me last night. Truely saved those texts. And for your never fading energy in doing so.

Akasabi ke pala nandin kots R agkat nakung magbadminton. Ala la sigurung abe or kulang la. Monday morning pwede ku hehehe. Sayang din ta, sports plus exercise plus company of other people diba :)

Masakit ka pusun ngeni. Sana atin kung agawa para malessen ing pain daramdaman mu. Minum tanang beer tara! heheheh. By the way, so far ala kung disat ngeni! Pero deng pinrocess ku today feeling ku atin magsasairate. Hopefully ali neman. Basta positivity!

Keng work mu naman, sabi ku pin eka papressure. Its work. Its not na maging lesser person naka or ala nakang kwenta nung eka agad manakit work. You watch news and you can see naman diba na marakal maglako. Bad timing mu ni. Basta bawal ing quiter! Apply mung apply. Pag eka mekwa keng metung edi next naman. Makanta mu ta. Eka marine nung eka mipasar. Ala namang taung e magfail e. Mas makarine tang magmalun naka kekayu kasi eka mipasar keng adwa o atlung pamagapply.

Morning Dorothy :)